2021 New Year

Hello! I have not been very active on this clearly, at least not as much as I had wanted to be when I first started this website. 

I have been thinking that maybe I want to start using this as a place to write down my general thoughts and to talk about any and everything in my life. I might put my poetry on this same website but on its own tab, and move this to the homepage...

Lots of ideas and things to think about!

I wish I could get into the habit of writing more often to let the world know what is going on my normal life.

Since my last update was in 2018 I will update on the general things that have happened by year, don't worry there aren't that many. 

2018

I moved from Port Saint Lucie to Deltona, both in Florida. 

I started at a new school and I honestly was not happy at all, after a few months of being there I fell into a depression and my grades got to a low. I felt so out of place and completely miserable. I hadn't known those people around like they did everyone else. I only knew the people at my old school because I grew up with a large amount of them. 

2019

I ended up making friends at this point, they were the only people to ever talk to me in my entire year of school. I felt more happy but still at this point not completely. I warmed up to my house, helped take care of my mom and watch my nephew. Everything at this point was decent, and I was doing good. 

I applied to three colleges and got accepted into all three, I decided on going to FAU where I hope to study marine biology or microbiology here on campus. 

2020

Terrible year for everyone. Mine started off with my mother passing away in January, and then our dog dying tragically in August, a week before I left for college. The only good thing I can think of, is that I still had my sisters, we survived the holidays and I started my college career!

2021

I am in my second semester currently and I am doing okay. I had some struggles with my head and thoughts and actions but I have promised myself that I will not do it again. I miss seeing my family everyday and I don't know what to do at this point besides push on and try to continue and finish these next three years.